For those who judge or assume before getting all the details, you can blow me. yes, I live with my former Master, we only separated not long ago. for the past ten years I have been locked in a house, with no contact with anyone. he controlled the *** took my identification, my truck, everything. the past few weeks I have been being working cash paying job(landscaping, pressure washing,etc) so I can get out of this house. I can't just leave, as I said I don't know anyone here, I also have my rescue. if I just leave he will kill them, he threatened to burn me and them alive once already. Also, if I feel threatened or cornered I get defensive, I may cuss you out or back talk. I am sorry, it is a defense mechanism. I have lost everything including a part of who I am , because I stayed loyal and submissive to a Master who ***d his power over me. if I offended you I am truly sorry. I unfortunately have not had good experiences with Daddy's, if you ask I will tell the details, thought it is hard for me. however, I expect the same. you can't say "I had a bad experience, and expect me to know what the experience entailed". you can have a bad experience stumping your toe getting out of bed in the morning, but your still going to get in your bed later that night, details are key to understanding why someone will or will not do something. Remember "assuming makes an ass out of you and me". also, it is hard to get details while texting, I prefer verbal or face to face communication. I am an empath, so I am very intune to vibes, and can tell if someone is being genuine. anyone can be anyone online. I want to see your eyes when you talk to me. please don't assume you know my story, just by reading the last page, just ask and I will tell you.